findingnoo

Being mentally ill/struggling with mental illness’, affects you in oh so many ways. I remember wanting to become a full-time YouTuber – that’s what it was called back then! Now I guess it’s called a “content creator”. There were two time periods where I felt I was taking it seriously. Back in 2011-2013 when I was working from home and had quite a bit of free time. The other time was in 2018 when I was unable to work, so again, I had free time (excluding the struggles etc.). Since beginning to work again, my productivity and mental state were suddenly thrown in that direction. - This would later come to be a huge cost to me but that’s for another time ⌚😉 My attention was massively occupied with work and the journey of creating content not only took a back seat but became nonexistent (as did effort with myself, self-care, recovery and overall well-being). In the past year, I have been pestered by a question:  I cannot for the life of me find a way to manage my mental healt...