All I ever wanted...
In recent years I have noticed just how codependent I have been in my relationships. In each relationship that I have been in, whether they are serious or what some may call a "situationship", I have put 110% of myself into them. I'd remember all of the little details, try my best to make their lives as easy as possible, do pretty much whatever they wanted in the bedroom and just basically have them as my every waking thought. I made another person my e v e r y t h i n g . The reason I got up in the morning, the reason I would go to work. Why I would make the choices I made, have the opinions I had. I moulded myself into whatever they required and was happy to do it. "Codependency: excessive emotional or psychological reliance on a partner, typically one who requires support on account of an illness or addiction." - Google So when a relationship would end I was left with this grand canyon size hole in my life. I'd look around and didn't even recognise m...