Reflection
Pro-cras-ti-na-tion. noun the act of delaying something that must be done, often because it is unpleasant or boring Whose idea was it to come up with a word like this and make it so long and hard to say when you have no desire to do any of the 'stuff'. I have scolded myself in the past for being “lazy, messy and disorganized” when I realize now I was possibly feeling uninspired, self sabotaging and maybe procrastinating. These aren't dirty words and I feel that in this modern time I am hearing them more often. But really upon closer inspection it boils down to not feeling amped to do something. To me in doesn't necessarily mean going for that jog or booking in to see the gp. It can be anything. Most days the thought of putting my makeup on brings my blanket firmly over my head in bed and there it stays. And the chance that I do my makeup? 0/100. And lets face it, I LOVE makeup, it is one of my all time favourite things and yet in those moments it feel...